I am lost

I am lost again in deep thoughts. It’s like mind with a different life. Huge jobs crawling under my feet but I am too lazy to catch and cook.

This reminds my college days in Cyprus. I used to work long ours in restaurant (of course for living and tuition fees), after coming back I was so tired that I couldn’t sleep. I just continue sitting in front of my computer and do things, I had no idea what I was doing, miraculously I complete my degree without failing any subject. Life is better than that, I thought. I am still thinking that. But how is that?

Silence in word, written on faces -
dark and lost, humanity saturated on footpath.
Rolling under your feet, beaten by your mind
Shouting in dungeon…hyenas are hissing.
Squeeze in fear, tears of death falling from eyes - we are lost.